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Am I just poison now?Am I just poison now? Just a disease Do I make you sick when you look at me Do you try to forget? Regret all that you said All that you felt I am now just regret The sinking weight of mistake
I am a toy Lost in my childhood dreams You can play with me And know that you can put me away That you can close me in your closet
For the next time And always be sure That I will be willing to love Be willing to pretend In that imaginary world where you love me
I once asked you If you realized I was real I wondered if it Am I just poison now?
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I wonder...I wonder… What he dreams at night And if I play a part in them Does he still think of me? Or am I forgotten
I wonder… When he lies in his bed at night Does he remember what I felt like next to him Does he think of how he held me in his arms Or am I forgotten
I wonder… When he kisses her Does he remember how I felt against his lips Does he think of how I taste Or am I forgotten
I wonder… Does he miss me Does he wish it were me Does he still love me Or am I forgotten I wonder...
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AddictedYou’re an addiction.
Not like a drug where I can eventually be done with you.
You’ve become part of my life force. You are like the air I breathe and the water I drink. But you are just as bad for me. I can’t stop loving you.
Just like I can’t stop coming back to memories of you.
What do I do? How do I cure the disease, when the disease is what keeps me alive?
Why can’t we live in peace as one?
Why does the disease proceed to destroy me? Addicted
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AwayPeel the skin away and throw it to the ground Running far away to a place I can’t be found Screaming all away, but it doesn’t make a sound Searching for the day where all remembered is unbound Away
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Mon Oct 23, 2006, 12:01 AM

I'm slightly angered.....I finally decided to post my writings... and now I can't find my precious notebook with all my favorites in it and all the ones I had on my laptop were deleted when it got cleaned out....all I have is a bunch of recent stuff which in my opinion is really shitty and I don't want to torture you all with them....

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Listening to: gears creaking in my head
Reading: lots of stuff
Watching: the computer screen
Playing: this game called life
Eating: i wish....
Drinking: ha...water

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Current Residence: my head
Interests: dance,swim, music, martial arts, writing
Favourite genre of music: rock/metal
Tools of the Trade: paper, pencil, keyboard

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~suhlow Jun 25, 2008, 2:38:24 AM

I know you.

Well, not face to face so that statement is false.

I rephrase-

I know (of) you. Hello and how do? I'm Chelsea (Andy's).

I intend to add you. I enjoy your wordplay. That is, if you're ever on here again.