Am I just poison now?
Just a disease
Do I make you sick when you look at me
Do you try to forget?
Regret all that you said
All that you felt
I am now just regret
The sinking weight of mistake

I am a toy
Lost in my childhood dreams
You can play with me
And know that you can put me away
That you can close me in your closet
For the next time
And always be sure
That I will be willing to love
Be willing to pretend
In that imaginary world where you love me

I once asked you
If you realized I was real
I wondered if it actually hit you
What you were doing
What you were doing me
And that I had a heart
And a soul
That you meant everything to me
That…I would have given my life for you
That I had already given up my life to you

I’m that reminder of your guilt
The embodiment of your shame
Of your humanity and sinful nature

I told you once....